CANNOT BELIEVE THE SIXERS JUST GOT ELIMINATED LAST NITE...JUST LIKE THAT...BEATEN BY THE PISTONS???  IN THEIR OWN HOMECOURT???? DAMN THE PISTONS...WHOEVER THEY ARE....DIDNT' EVEN KNOW THE TEAM BEFORE ALL THIS....

MAN....THAT SUCKS....IVERSON HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY INCENTIVE TO FOLLOW THE NBA....THE ONE REASON I GET PASSIONATE ABOUT THE GAMES...I REALIZED THAT I ONLY YELL AND SCREAM WHEN IVERSON IS ON THE COURT...I'VE ALWAYS BEEN PRETTY CALM WHEN WATCHING ANY OTHER GAMES...NOW I LOST THAT REASON TO BE MAD, OR BE ALL HYPED UP...

ARGHH....I GUESS I'LL JUST HAVE TO WAIT TILL THE NEXT SEASON....MEANWHILE, SINCE I AM LIVING IN JERSEY, I THINK I'LL TRY REAL HARD IN GETTING MYSELF TO SUPPORT THE NETS...JASON KIDD IS COOL....ALTHO I DONT' KNOW WHY I DON'T LIKE KENYON MARTIN THAT MUCH...NOR JEFFERSON...NOR KITTLES...I'VE BEEN TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHY, BUT NEVER CAME UP WITH A VERY GOOD REASON...OH WELL, WITH JUST JASON KIDD, I THINK TRYING TO GET MYSELF INTO THE NETS WILL BE A FUTILE ATTEMPT...NO HARM IN TRYING I GUESS....

DAM THE PISTONS!!!

some people are just so unsympathetic...hint hint:  the guy who wants 15 min back?  oh the way, 15 min?  you must be a slow ass reader....hehee...

ok ok, i'm in a better mood day, because i was able to get my 8hrs last nite...hehee...

oh, goin home this weekend...gonna bring my yarn and needle with me and knit a nice scarf for myself...thanks yuan for teaching me how to knit and sylvia for getting me a big purse that can carry my knitting kit...where can you find great friends like these??? 

oh, and i'm gonna take a look at a second hand fish tank on monday.  oh no, i feel like i'm turning into a yuan!!  yuan, your influences man.....first, its the knitting, now the fish....oh, but i'm excited about it...the fish tank should be a nice addition to my home decor....hehee...and chinese feng shui always say fishes will bring good luck...now i just need someone to tell what's a good luck position to put my tank....haha, i'm getting so superstitious these days..

happy chinese new years to everyone!  its a great time of the year to make some extra cash!  so make sure you show up at family gatherings to collect those those red envelopes...

i am usually extra polite at these family gatherings...i esp like going up to the aunt/uncle that i hate the most...its payback time....hehee...oh, and of course i won't go up to them alone...i bring ALL my 5 bros and sis to them, which means damage x 5....hehehe....

its 3:37 and i can't sleep

i mean, i did sleep, but i was really thirsty...i was craving something cold and sweet, and so i woke up and went to the frige to get some ice cold cranberry juice ....and now i'm wide awake....hahaa....i guess the juice really got me up there...

and so i went on IM...and there guess who i found?  my fav big bro!  yep, he was having problem falling asleep too....he blames the sleeplessness on the karokeing tonite...i don't know...maybe....but i had fun karokeing with my old buddies yuan and syl...and it was a really healthy thing...we sang after dinner for an hour or so and we went home....and then of course, we watched the b ball game...with the mavs vs the rockets...go yao ming!  another 20 pts in the game!  but the houston lost anyways....ahahaha....

i feel like i'm just babbling....i think i am....i don't even know who's reading this stuff and i'm telling the world about my night....hm....this whole weblog thing is weird....when i first found out about xanga, i thought this idea is CRAZY...i mean, how is my business anyone else's business?  i thought this is a real invasion of privacy...and i guess i was never a very open person, so i couldn't quite imagine myself writing journal entries to the whole world...but i guess its not so bad after all....sharing some random ideas could be fun sometimes....it comes handy especially during these sleepless nites....

and i guess putting certain thoughts in paper kind of clear my head sometimes...i have never been a thinking person....i would anything to get out of thinking about anything complicated...but sitting here and write in these journals makes me thinks about certain things that i usually don't dwell on....for example, wat are my doing right now?  i'm working everyday, but i'm don't feel very motivated....now that i start working, i feel like time just flies...and i feel like there's even less time do things...(and i thought i would have all the time in the world to do shit once i get out of college....i guess you always think that the next stage in life would be better....when i was in highschool, i long to go to college so that i get all the freedom in the world....and then when i got to college, i long for coming out to work so i would have no test and hw and lotsa money and time to do the things i like....but WRONG...as i find out now, i have even less time to do things now)  you wake early up in the morning and go to work...you spend like 9 or 10 hrs sitting at work...i get out at around 6 ish...or later somtimes...so by the time i get home, its like 7 or 8...once i get home i fix myself something to eat and watch some tv or movies....by the time i'm done, i realized its almost 9 or 10...by then i'm too tired to do anything ( i realized that working is very exhausting...even if you sit around doing nothing but surfing the web all day at work...i mean, even pretending to be busy is exhausting...but i guess sitting at the office for 10 hours is exhausting no matter wat you do)...and i go to sleep....and the cycle starts again with the sound of my alarm clock the next morning....

there are so much i want to do that i don't have the energy to do after coming home from work....and i realize i almost never get to see daylight during the weekdays....well, except for lunch sometimes....esp during the winter, you walk into the office in the dark (dark coz its so early), and you come out in the dark....it sucks...i miss daylight....and then when the weekend rolls around, i go out till 3 or 4 am, meaning i don't hit the bed until 5 or 6, and with me trying to get gain some sleep back from the sleepless nites during the week, i don't get up till 3 or 4 pm....so by then its beginiing to get dark again...AHHHH....i goin crazy....it sucks...it really sucks...(AND don't you go laughing at me again the sleep gain !!  i have learned long ago that you can't really get your sleep back...but being a sleep lover, i hafta keep tryin....hehee...and plus, its only right that i sleep more than i usual in the weekends....i know i knwo, i'm stupid, but it makes me feel better.....hehee..)

ok, i think i'll make another attempt in sleeping....and readers, whoever you are (if there is any), are prolly tired of my babbles....sorri...hehee...

i'll check out....

nitie...

jenn....how bout our baking sessions??  dude, how can you forget that in your log?  they were always fun...well, for us anyways, not so much for them boys in the family.....remember that mom would always force everyone to eat our stuff....ahaahahah, we were so evil....since then, goh and pat would hate it when we start baking stuff...hehehehhahahahahah

ahhh...they have no taste....but they have no choice either....hahaha...

ok, ok , i'll admit that our stuff don't always look so good....ok fine, NEVER look so good...hehe             (jenn, remember the time when we broke the chocolate cake as we were putting the whip cream and strawberries on?  man, we were rough...now, i'll admit,THAT was disgusting looking....)  BUT people need to learn not to judge the book by its cover....the cake was delicious....

=P

mom, if you ever read this, i want you to know that your soup does it job very well.  altho i've been in the bathroom for close to half an hour, its all well worth it because i feel filthy clean now...i have to admit, one of the best things in my world has gotta to be knowing all the remains of my unhealthy diet of endless junk food being pushed out of my system...which will, unfortunately, refill itself with junk very soon...

sigh....